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today is my second day SOBER

and my strength has returned

not quite 100%

BUT

today i have done more in one day

th an i n S i X DAMN mOnThs

N O W THA T T HE kRyPtoNitE

is gone

BiZzARrO ME i s GONE

and

i am:

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S T R O N G

i'm getting my car tabs tomorrow

i have a written & drive

test coming up

I

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GETTING MY DAMN LICENSE GODDAMN YOU DRUNK BIZARRO VERSION OF ME!!!

got a parking ticket dismissed

got fucking groceries (yea, pssst dear drunk me: YOU NEED THEM TO LIVE!!!

i'm going to The International Addiction Overdose Awareness Day downtown

RIP ours comrades who didn't get to make it <3

i made a brilliant and goodhearted new friend

who

despite

not

knowing me

for more

than two weeks

let me stay at his place so i didn't have to stay in the car and let me detox at his place the next day

ALONE AT HIS PLACE WHILE HE WENT TO WORK!

That's some Superman level shit for you

a lot of people i know are going through some

things

it made me think of all the times

i went through the same

and i think of how i just wasn't the Superman

SHE needed me to be

and the grief wells and my mind starts to

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                  Paul Fawcett <paulf@manor.demon.co.uk>

BUT

i have to R E M E M B E R

she believed in me

even when i didn't

and for that i realize

she knew deep down

who i could be

                                                                   
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and for that baby

this wolf is a SUPER WOLF

keep howling

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